<p>Sorry if my ealier post seemed a wee bit too much.  My brain is letting me down when I dont have enough glucose in my system. I will put on my straitjacket again. Please carry on. It provokes me so much. What really can rin a uncertain partnership is physical abuse. Just try to keep a happy face. Get treatment. Nobody shold deal with eating disorders alone. What really can ruin a partnership is infidelity.</p>