<p>I should explain. My struggle with BPD has been going on like forever. For a long time I was not even diagnosed and now im just strarting to find out how I can manage my symptoms. On a good day I just suffer from lack of concentration, but if I havent had enough support I can easily start to get severely irritable and even desperate. Most of the time I just feel anger.<br />
My psychiater says im better now compared with last year, but i put that down to therapy. Alcohol will devastate any chance for progress in your life. If you dont find your way back to sobriety you will see how anyone else just gradually have a better situation while you slide. My selfworth depends very much on knowing that her invironment  is an expression of my soul.</p>