<p>Sorry if my ealier answer seemed too overenthusiastic.  My hyperactivity is letting me down when I feel cornered. I will check into rehab. Please carry on. It limits me so much. What really can rin a uncertain marriage is lack of communication. Just try to find a bit of light. Get psychologial help. Nobody shold deal with suicidal thoughts alone. What really can undermine a relationship is uncontrolled pms.</p>