<p>I appologize. My struggle with distraction has been going on like forever. For a long time I was not even diagnosed and now im just strarting to find out how I can manage my symptoms. On a good day I just suffer from lack of concentration, but if I havent had enough sleep I can easily start to get quiete foggy and even depressed. Most of the time I just feel sligtly insane.<br />
My psychologist says im better now compared with last year, but i put that down to better medication. Alcohol will spoil any stability in your situation. If you dont end your addictive ways you will undermine your whole life. My self control depends a great deal on feeling that her world  is decoded as sign of awsomeness.</p>