<p>I should explain. My struggle with borderline has been going on like forever. For a long time I was not even diagnosed and now im just strarting to find out how I can manage my symptoms. On a good day I just suffer from lack of concentration, but if I havent had enough medicine I can easily start to get very disorganised and even depressed. Most of the time I just feel homesick.<br />
My psychologist says im better now compared with last year, but i put that down to better understanding. Alcohol will spoil any chance of succes in your resources. If you dont find the selfcontrol needed to be sober you will undermine your whole life. My selfeesteem depends very much on sensing that  the way I treat her  is satisfying.</p>