<p>I should explain. My struggle with impulsiveness has been going on like forever. For a long time I was not even diagnosed and now im just strarting to find out how I can manage my symptoms. On a good day I just suffer from lack of concentration, but if I havent had enough support I can easily start to get really disorganised and even desperate. Most of the time I just feel distractable.<br />
My partner says im better now compared with last year, but i put that down to better medication. Alcohol will devastate any chance of succes in your path. If you dont find the selfcontrol needed to be sober you will undermine your whole life. My courage depends to the extreme on feeling that  the way I treat her  is sending the right signals.</p>